Today, february 10th 2014, 8:17 PM, I realized that I am a drug addict. That I need drug in order to feel good.
These are the exact words I typed on my phone that night, when I finally saw that I had a problem. A big one. A cocaine addiction. And it took me about two more months to realize that the problem was so much bigger than I thought, that i was in deep shit and I would have to go through hell to get out of there. Well I’m in hell now.